So yeah. I haven't made a journal in a bit. I see no point in making one really. Haha. But I will anyways. So yeah. I am officially basking the the great glow of summer. My days consists of reading, sleeping, flipping through channels, and overall enjoying life. I've been listening to Pandora literally 24/7. When I sleep, when I am drawing, in the bathroom, showering, in the library, when I am reading. I love it. It has me addicted to Owl City, The Killers, and Maroon 5 at the moment.

I am having a horrible art depression though. I can't seem to draw. Well I can. But I feel extremely unhappy about drawing. Not because it looks bad, but my my hand and mind are just tired of all of it. So I might not be drawing for a while until I get out of this stump. Or mojo as I like to call it.

Anyways I had an epiphany several days ago. I am never gonna be able to become an illustrator. I despise being force to draw. I also dropped out of the race for Muirin. I am just so SICK on waiting a facking year and waiting like a dog. I am tired of it. Take you shitty pixel and shove it up your class. :l *cough* So yeah, my basic reasons. Whatever I am sure like 99% of the appliers feel the same, but are too scared on admitting it in risk of loosing their chances. XD Oh well. I am gonna spend my summer in a lazy bundle of blankets, thanks. I probably sound like a biotch right now. I haven't had the best week ever and PMS time isn't all too great.

So yeah. I also bought a sticker maker. I might start taking sticker commissions soon. Sticking (get it..its a pun!) to the RL topic I finished reading Looking For Alaska. Fantastic book. I started to read God of Animals and it really had me kind of sad because currently I am frustrated about horseback riding. Haha. But still its a good book as well. Yes, I stole Rosa's book list. I whipped out my ipod and started to look for them. I only got like 4 though..Hnn..Perhaps I shall be more entertaining next week. Once I am in the mood that is............dA won't let me change my mood icon. Dang.

I shall leave with you with a song.
Your Ex-Lover Is Dead by Stars

When there's nothing left to burn, you've got to set yourself on fire!


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To do (maybe delayed due to personal problems):
Commission for ~so-normal
Prize for ~idunt
Trade with Heavenly Rain